iNseCuriTieS

I surrendered P to her today and now I'm feeling a little lost without P. I feel like what I think Linus would feel had he probably maybe could possibly have given his blanket away to Salvation Army. Or Snoopy giving his typewriter away. Or something like that. Like giving a part of you away to someone else.

I feel wobbly, again. And feeling wobbly is not nice.

I feel insecure. Without P, I feel insecure. But without P, I would be safer. How strange.

And you can only hope that the person to whom you have passed that precious part of you to can help you. Like I know TWY would keep me safe.

Do your thoughts come before your feelings or do your feelings come before your thoughts?