I guess reality has sunk in. Finally. I am going to pursue my studies in Speech Language Pathology. Finally. It has been a good two years since I last applied for the program in a local grad school and was rejected. It has been two years of self-doubt, of second-guessing, of wandering. Two years for my brain to get blunt with age, or perhaps, two years for my brain to grow sharp with experience.
It’s a bit hard to describe my feelings now. Equal parts anticipation and fear, feeling joy and feeling wistful. After fighting for so many years, it’s actually difficult to leave the old and start anew.
They all say, “Take care.”